In September, the APhA–ASP House of Delegates passed Resolution 2020.1, which encourages schools and colleges of pharmacy to provide mental health resources for students, including readily accessible counseling services. The following student pharmacist’s story offers one personal glimpse into the
importance of this issue.
I had been suicidal for a year, depressed for just as long, and anxiety-ridden since I was 8—and after two close calls with attempting suicide, I needed an inpatient stay.
The suicidal thoughts ran rampant in my head. It was difficult to stop a thought, but I tried, and I also tried to reason with it until all I could do on a given day was that. It was draining. It took me a long time to seek help, partly because I wanted to handle it on my own, and partly because I thought I could not be fixed. Plus, I had a wonderful family and a job that paid well. I felt undeserving of help. Thankfully, my university’s Counseling and Psychological Services and Psychiatry Clinic offer free to low-cost visits. I was ambivalent about calling them, but these services saved my life.